Obsessions of a Perfectionist

An invisible enemy, striking without warning, knowing every fault and weakness. I fight this enemy everyday, despite knowing that I can never completely win. The thing with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) is that the thoughts will always be there, always changing and finding new cracks. The thoughts make a cage and circle me from every side, leaving me at the will of my OCD. With having restrictions on when I go to sleep and wake up, my OCD is in overdrive. I constantly w

Life is very fragile, one wrong move and everything will fall apart. It feels like a cruel game, when things are finally not going completely horrible something tips my Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) back into freak out mode. My days become rollercoasters, and when the OCD has rushed up again I wonder if I will be able to make it through the next wave. For me, the OCD related anxiety usually comes in waves. The generalized anxiety is more of a constant anxiety that I am